When I can't get to sleep I dream about going away About leaving my friends And not coming back And what they would say About how they'd miss me And how they would hurt And how in the end They'd be okay I even do admin I make plans for the bills The belongings The projects The problems I tie them all up I put them to sleep And I leave And someone would even come looking And I'd tell them I'd left Because I love you all so And this would be a lie And both of us would know When I can't get to sleep I dismantle my world And I make sure you suffer And I make sure it's bad And soon I am sleeping Before I have time Before I have time To be glad