Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out Mix the good times with the bad Tell me when did I become so sad Flicking channels on the TV Just to see the static shining through Choking on depression it stabs so deep Straight through my ribs, it feels like I'm breaking Flashing blue and white in my eyes I hear my fans begging for more More of the sad times I've never sunk this low It feels like my hearts on the floor Chuck it out it's going cold See friends and the faces that I used to love They pass by straight in a blink I know they still want me to keep going I will carry on Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out Staying afloat with best friends by my side Yeah they know what it's like when I feel like I'm not coping I'm sinking down into your red eyes Yeah your fingers in my soul Yeah I've never felt this cold So numb from the pain Shutting down, block it all away Closing the doors to my house Yeah I'm in too deep Watching the water rise Above my neck, I can't catch my breath When will I get a break No, I don't wanna take Medication to make me sane Yeah I wanna be free Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out Fighting with anxiety a pointless war inside of me How come I hate the ones I love, taking pills it's not enough I'm so numb it's a tragedy, hooked on a tendency Can't get rid of these dark thoughts in my head why do you snuff me out