Im distracted, not attracted You attach without connection As I self serve my diffracted mind I dont want what I need I dont care about the scars I leave Your name and smile a thrown out file As soon as we break away Only when I hate you do I really love myself I will only bring you pain I can only hurt you You wont want me then Ill want you When you come back I wont want you Pushed and pulled our minds will rip in two Im so scared of what I need I dont care About the scars received I live in self denial Im afraid of what Ive got I dont know why I hate you when you love me I can only bring you pain I can only hurt you I can only let you down My lifes the lies of you and i Ive grown so hard that I deny accusations even When theyre true My pain is all I trust I dont care How much I bleed Dont regret the time you met me Dont hold the harm I did against me I dont know why I want to hurt you When you touch me I will only bring you pain I can only hurt you I will only let you down Why do you stick around and let me do this? Why do you stick around for this torture? Only when Im with you do I want to be without, yeah! Your eyes are the windows to the emptiness inside me