We stayed up drinking the Japanese whiskey That your father brought home from Tokyo You said that I can’t go home until it’s empty But my, my lips are dry I don’t like the taste, but I like how it sounds So I stayed there and wasted our time I tried to act like a man, but I felt like a child Seems like the closer I hold you, the colder it feels We only fall in love with things that ain’t really real I wanted to be what you wanted in me But if I'm being honest I can’t You don’t keep a list of your hits or your misses But I count my kisses in stone I keep my past behind glass But you don’t wanna know Seems like the closer I hold you, the colder it feels We only fall in love with things that ain’t really real I wanted to be what you wanted from me But if I'm being honest I can’t Oh, I close my eyes and swallow your bitter words whole Oh, I can’t decide, if I like it or just can’t let go Oh, I close my eyes and swallow your bitter words whole And I can’t decide, if I like it or just can’t let go