Back when I was young, I always felt like I was nothing Then you came around and made me feel like something It was great at first I must admit it had me buzzing But when you left I lost myself, I am exhausted Yeah, bitch, I know that this shit’s not real That’s just the way that it feels Suicidal thoughts while I'm grippin’ the wheel Way she left me, yeah it kills I need to take time to go and heal Find myself and make a deal You ain’t been here, you ain’t get the appeal Knife in my neck yeah sounds ideal Yeah, you can get it little baby, maybe Sippin’ on some getting crazy, wavy Hazy in the head but I'm crazy in the bed Fuckin’ on lil shorty but I'm better off dead Better off dead, I don’t know how to win Think I'm losin’ my head, turn to a mess Straight hard to digest Heart turned into hell what should’ve been the best Way too stressed right now, I think I'm overheating Heating Need some relief right now, barely breathing Breathing Pop one pop two better by the evening I know it’s the worst way for me to grieve things No clear path, I don’t know what I'm seeking No clear path, I don’t know what I'm seeking Back when I was young, I always felt like I was nothing Then you came around and made me feel like something It was great at first I must admit it had me buzzing But when you left I lost myself, I am exhausted Yeah, bitch, I know that this shit’s not real That’s just the way that it feels Suicidal thoughts while I'm grippin’ the wheel Way she left me, yeah it kills I need to take the time to go and heal Find myself and make a deal You ain’t been here, you ain’t get the appeal Knife in my neck yeah sounds ideal Baby, this how it feels Grippin’ on the wheel Baby, I need to heal Get the appeal