I was inside a fairy tale Living my life without worrying about my failures Reality came, there's no one to blame Life won't be the same The sky is falling down, I'm afraid I will fall apart I'm going down I want to escape, escape from this world Depression strikes when I have to sell my stuff (oh, no!) I'm trying so hard to stand Confused mind So much shit in my head And I don't know why (Fears) I have to live with my (Fears) fight against all the Panic attacks, shortness of breath Overcome I want to smoke another weed Need to relax, but my chest won't let me breathe (it hurts) (Fears) I have to live with my (Fears) fight against all the Panic attacks, shortness of breath Overcome (Sadness) is the main reason for (Illness) life fades to black causing Pain in my chest, the heart is compressed In my mind I'm trying so hard to stand Confused mind So much shit in my head What the fuck Am I mad?