I wake up I see you laughing About last night And what had happened When we were drunk In front of traffic And I threw up But didn't act like It was gross To see me like that Just some jokes To make the time pass Till we got home Now I just think back 'Cause I didn't know That it'd be something I'd remember For some days Now it's September On my birthday And you've just said You'd stay with me But I'm scared Scared of losing you And you don't even know it You're there There when I need you And you don't need to do it I'm too sad Too sad for you I'm so bad So bad for you I'm scared Scared of losing you And it's been all the right things Wrong times Spending hours on a phone call FaceTimes, I don't want to But I always make time 'Cause I know that it's hard And it's just something I remember It's been days Now it's December Winter break And you've extended To stay with me But I'm scared Scared of losing you And you don't even know it You're there There when I need you And you don't need to do it I'm too sad Too sad for you I'm so bad So bad for you I'm Scared Scared of losing you (1, 2, 3) (But I'm scared) (Scared of losing you) (And you don't even know it) (You're there) (There when I need you) (And you don't need to do it all) (It's kinda like that, got it?)