Staring out the window In a world that won't seem warm Aces guiding into me Confronting like a swarm of bees Consuming Consuming Consuming Consuming Struggle with the emotions Pain is all I know Disappoint my spirit But I still trying not to show It's hiding in me Feeling it twisted Crushing my body I got to show this Now (show this now) Life is empty The world is wrecked The ties is empty The day of wrecked Calling me, calling me Calling me, calling me Calling me Calling me home Calling me home (Calling me home) I now look like this I've been thrown like this The center of the abyss How did I get like this now? I've tried to maintain But never get this Like a slug to the brain I've struggled I bet I've been A bad Asked a million questions But I still hear why How can this be? Is this me? I wanna scream: Fuck the world! But it don't help me I'm gonna keep trying I gotta keep trying I've spent the time To stop me from fly Away from this! Away from this! It's a new feeling And you find that Is deep and you know (I spent my time) Everything is easy When everything is black in your soul (I spent my time) Inside is outside Your heart's on your sleeve and you know (I spent my time) Inside you feeling It's creepy You might lose control (Spent the time) That's what it is Trying to stop When it just won't quit (Spent the time) That's what it is Trying to stop When it just won't quit (I spent the time)