I’ve been alive too long To be making mistakes Like I am a child with a doll I’ve been trying to break I’m recklessly, inexorably Hurling myself to the edge of the precipice I’m stronger than this You’re in the room with the one You’ve been telling us all about ‘Cause she’s nice and she’s fun But I’m trying to figure out This fear I feel when you’re near Nervous on purpose The worst thing is I don’t want this feeling to stop If you knew what I was thinking I wonder if you’d run I wonder if you’d hate me And all that I’ve become If you knew what I was thinking Would we both be losing sleep? ‘Cause you play me like I’m music And leave me on repeat If you knew what I was thinking, thinking If you knew what I was thinking, oh This isn’t right, all the time We’ve been missing our chance Like ships in the night, we have passed We’ve been keeping our silence But what if trajectories shift Spin with the wind of coincidence I won’t miss considering this If you knew what I was thinking I wonder if you’d run I wonder if you’d hate me And all that I’ve become If you knew what I was thinking Would we both be losing sleep? ‘Cause you play me like I’m music And leave me on repeat If you knew what I was thinking, thinking If you knew what I was thinking, oh One day everything could change Well stranger things have happened haven’t they? But I’ll keep this in my dreams Because that’s the place it should be If you knew what I was thinking I wonder if you’d run I wonder if you’d hate me And all that I’ve become If you knew what I was thinking Would we both be losing sleep? ‘Cause you play me like I’m music And leave me on repeat If you knew what I was thinking Well maybe you would run And maybe you would hate me And everything I’ve done So I won’t tell you what I’m thinking I’ll hold it in my heart I’ll paint it like a picture My perfect work of art All these things that I’ve been thinking, thinking If you knew what I was thinking, oh You knew what I was thinking, thinking If you knew what I was thinking, oh