Every day, in my head I just cheated myself Don't know why, but need help It's not the way I guess I want something Something I've never had Because I'm so broken right now I don't gotta fake it Maybe I'm just crazy I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces I'm not your hobby, babe So don't treat me that way 'Cause I need something else But it ain't 'bout you anymore I know, I know I'm fucked up Fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up I only came to be like this I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire Let me live it, like a fire, uh, uh, uh Yeah, I don't need your loving, sweetest, pep talk, talks 'Cause you're madness too Even just a little, call-up I throw up I don't need you for anything So stop faking it Get back I'm used to being this way I know I'm so broken right now I don't gotta fake it Maybe I'm just crazy I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces I'm not your hobby, babe So don't treat me that way 'Cause I need something else But it ain't 'bout you anymore I know, I know I'm fucked up Fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up I only came to be like this I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire Let me live it, like a fire, uh, uh, uh I don't get the things you said Let me be alone, I'm not your thing Already I'm way too lost I'm working out of it Drunk and sober like this Talk and talking like this, oh, oh So stop trying to make me fit into your world I'll think out loud I don't gotta fake it Maybe I'm just crazy I wonder why people always act like they've got two faces I'm not your hobby, babe So don't treat me that way 'Cause I need something else But it ain't bout you anymore I know, I know I'm fucked up Fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up, fucked up I only came to be like this I won't think too hard 'bout anything I desire Let me live it, like a fire, uh, uh, uh In my head I just cheated myself I don't know why, but need help It's not the way