Every now and then feels like it's sad that I misjudged every single time I fail you help me find my path so I won't die in vain looking for truth throwing my failures behind me Where's my savior I fight for nothing? what have I done to deserve this life out of reasons, desperate for this fill me up now only you can heal Only you can stand the sight of me what have I become all this time, all this time for nothing my memory keeps coming back when will this end still I know You're the only one who can save me Me.. is this fake Later on I understood that this is for a greater good it's something that I never understood