I'm addicted to the pain That I've created for myself Alone and on the outside Always trying to be someone else This weight on my shoulders Where did I go wrong? My soul is so cold And I hate what I've become If I don't find a way, is it over? If I don't blame myself, is it gone? All of this time I've wasted Oh, will I make it out From under this world before it falls? I'm over it all I'm over it I'll admit that I'm ashamed Because I've been lying to myself My throne is rusting from the years Living in this hell I take so much shit Is this where I belong? My heart is so charred And I hate what I've become If I don't find a way, is it over? If I don't blame myself, is it gone? All of this time I've wasted Oh, will I make it out From under this world before it falls? I'm over it all I'm over it I can feel the walls closing in on me And I can see the Sun changing Turning grey It's all coming down on me If I don't find a way, is it over? If I don't blame myself, is it gone? All of this time I've wasted Oh, will I make it out From under this world before it falls? I'm over it all I'm over it