Summer days They fade away I cut my breast, I'm reaching in The one decay Eating of my aching heart Yet it remains the same Every time I'm by myself I turn around and I see you there In the mirror Every time I play with myself I feel a chill in the air And I know you're near I'm on my own (Mm, mm) Just lying there (Mm, mm) With pills I take (ah) I satiate the crave To self deflate Every time I'm by myself I turn around and I see you there In the mirror Every time I play with myself I feel a chill in the air And I know you're near Maybe if I'm quiet And don't get into trouble One day you will Disappear Maybe it's a personal hell I deserve And I don't know why Remember why (Mm, mm) (Mm) Remember why Remember why Remember why