Where is the light when I burn in the fire I stand ensnared My hands are bound in wire I fall apart Rapture forming in my head Don't shed a tear You'll understand when I'm dead You'll understand when I'm dead This cruel world has Opened up to me Like the fire headed woman Standing bare in my dreams She seems to caress And run her hands up and down me But now I give way to collapse And feel the ground splinter beneath my feet I grip the dirt Tryna pull it to me But with my fingers sinking deeper I have no air to breathe The open road And my brothers all surrounding me I have the only truth I wanted From this world made of deceit I live life numb So I can spare you the hurt when I die young I live life selfish and numb So I can spare you the pain when I die young Oh smile Aren't you so glad to be alive Feel the spike in your mouth And see the needle in your eye Feel the loving warmth Until you're dripping in sweat Strap a smile on Then shoot yourself in the head Keep the knife out of reach Hold me down till I see red Strap my kevlar on Then shoot me in the head Living life like a dying breed My misery perceived as apostasy Ungrateful fuck Give yourself to the light But I never found it In this endless night Ensnared by the night You said this would never change You said we'd always stay the same If I don't die young Bury me alive Bury me Bury me Bury me Bury me Bury me Bury me Bury me