Cancellin' plans When I need people most Grievin' my old life But I'm not that old They say, "You look well" But there's a war in my mind And I don't get outside much 'Cause the sunlight hurts my eyes Day by day, feelin' more fragile And I'm not thinkin' straight I'm tired of bein' exhausted And livin' in this state It's hard makin' sense of this suffering When I feel like no one knows What I go through But no one knows suffering better than You Can't wait for the day That I feel like myself And all this surviving's A chapter of life tucked away on a shelf But I find comfort in knowing That You were human, too 'Cause You empathize when I Feel ostracized in a crowded room I've never felt so lonely And I've never felt so low But just like You felt in the garden In Your anguish, cryin' alone You had to make sense of this sufferin' Now I have a loving Savior to run to And no one knows suffering better than You On this side of Heaven I may never know Why some of Your children Get to the end of their rope But You paved the way for the hopeless So I can run to the One Who felt all that I do 'Cause no one knows suffering better than You Can't wait for the day That I feel like myself And all this surviving's A chapter of life tucked away on a shelf