Focusing all of my attention on you Shivering through my inhibitions Listening to my sick volitions (come closer) Voices slowing down (time stops) Come around, crawling now My skin, my sin, give in, give in Every breath that I'm taking is shallower Squeezing me tighter and drowning me out With my own white noise Ugly reflections are whispering nothings That aren’t as sweet as I’d like them to be But I can’t hear underwater Drowning in the sea, thrashing far away And I can’t breathe at the surface As another wave crashes down again Watching our bodies Shuffle and squirm from above In lust and I'm regretful and I'm resentful In my devoid disgust blood’s running cold (eyes shut) Burning bold, devil’s hold on my guilt And shame, my guilt and shame Every star in the sky is screaming In fuzzy instructions To stop my destruction of every one I love And I'm in the dark and I'm all alone And my lungs are empty now But I can’t hear in the silence Drowning out my eyes, shaking in the dark And I can’t see in the moment Swallowing me whole frozen in the fall 'Cause I can’t hear my reflection begging me to wait Willing you to stay out of my greed, expectation Sseconds moving on, breathing out alone