I wish I could explain just the way it makes me feel But I can’t tell what is real or just my mind Playing tricks on me as my head spins like a wheel True emotions are hard to find Killing the sadness Adding fuel to the madness And I can’t seem to tell is this heaven or is this hell All my feelings are boxed up Entangled and strangled to death I need to get out of this place and catch my breath The medication is wrong And I’ve been numb for too long Chronically low? Shit, I already know That I can’t handle stress Let me catch my breath I'm the master of disaster Been digging my own grave Burning the candle at both ends Standing at the crossroads Of the path that I’ve paved Wondering what’s waiting ’round the bend Embracing the madness To relieve the sadness I can’t seem to tell is this heaven or is this hell All my feelings are boxed up Entangled and strangled to death I need to get out of this place and catch my breath