Wake me up in an ice box Take my head off Am I the wrecker or architect Try to diagnose the symptoms Where'd they come from Am I the sickness or the side effect Devil dearest Reappearing Cross my heart this time I don't wanna die Knowing that I lived a lie That I didn't get it right 'Cause I won't let go of it Won't take control Admitting you were fucking right I just wanna smile And stay in the in-between for a while Throwin' caution to the fire Cause I'm one step closer To losing my composure Admitting you were fucking right You were fucking right Try to salvage what is sinking Got a feeling Crawling underneath the darkness It's still too soon to spread the ashes I'm adapting Learned to hit a moving target Fallen angels Watch and wait, so I Cross my heart this time I don't wanna die Knowing that I lived a lie That I didn't get it right 'Cause I won't let go of it Won't take control Admitting you were fucking right I just wanna smile And stay in the in-between for a while Throwin' caution to the fire Cause I'm one step closer To losing my composure Admitting you were fucking right You were fucking right Cross my heart this time