Alright alright okay I like the way this is sounding eh right now But I do think maybe we could do something a lil different with it Fitz do you think maybe you could make my voice deep Like one of those lil wayne tracks Fuck Oh God Momma won't buy me david dobrik merch No, she won't stick her sticky fingers in her purse And if she don't gimme money I'ma steal from church Cause I can't let tiffany get the merch first My birthday's april first and I never celebrate Cause last time I choked on a piece of cake When I turned eight momma said I was a mistake Didn't really bother me tho, I took it okay Internet trolls always callin' me weird I get mad shame thrown at me by all of my peers I've been a sad man for like 25 years I'm not dabbing on my haters, I'm just hiding my tears Zoloft, prozac, lexapro All anti-depressants that I've tried before I do my best to hide it but my friends all know I live a good life, and pretend that it blows Zoloft, prozac, lexapro All anti-depressants that I've tried before I do my best to hide it but my friends all know I live a good life, and pretend that it blows When I'm out in public, I'm always smilin', trident But when I'm home alone my tears are flowing like a hydrant Neighbors called the cops last night cause I was crying Yes I'm sorry mr. Officer, I'll try to be silent Friends goin' to a party so I'm kinda excited But when I asked if I could come he said I wasn't invited Yeah I guess I saw it comin', you could call me a psychic Eating oreos and whiskey while I'm spendin' the night in Jameson got me sick yo, my girlfriend wants my dick, bro I can't get hard for shit though And now shes really pissed woah Cause I'm drunk as fuck and I'm half asleep She's mad at me and I'm mad at my meat No sex tonight, nights incomplete God what an end to a terrible week Zoloft, prozac, lexapro All anti-depressants that I've tried before I do my best to hide it but my friends all know I live a good life, and pretend that it blows Zoloft, prozac, lexapro All anti-depressants that I've tried before I do my best to hide it but my friends all know I live a good life, and pretend that it blows Everything's great but I still complain I got a couple loose screws but I'm not in pain My heads not broken it's just a sprain I got a healthy body but a shitty brain I'm good at rapping fast But I can't do it long That's why I'm raping slow For the rest of this song, stevie! Now I'm self medicating no more doctors And I don't need pharmaceuticals to prosper Yeah, I do my best to hide it but I'm socially awkward The weirder you are the more you have to offer All of this is bullshit Nothing means anything All of this is bullshit Nothing means anything All of this is bullshit Nothing means anything at all All of this is bullshit Nothing means anything Oh I guess its over Alright I'm going to go hate myself some more See you guys later