I don't really even wanna say it Painted in the darkness, I'm afraid Afraid, tonight I don't even wanna say it (say it) I don't even wanna stay, tonight (Ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh) (Ooh) You live with all that shame (ah) It never washed away (ah) You'll feel it all (ah) All the things that I didn't say Think it's best that it's left that way Tonight, tonight I don't even wanna say All the cold and heartless things Tonight (Ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh) (Ooh-ooh) (Ooh) You live with all that shame (ah) It never washed away (ah) You'll feel it all (ah) Know I really wanna walk away Lying in bed wide awake Know I really wanna walk away See it all reflect in me You see it, my pain (know I really wanna walk away) Reflected in me (lying in bed wide awake) At night, I beg (know I really wanna walk away) To forget (see it all reflect in me) You see it, my pain (know I really wanna walk away) (All the shame, wide awake) Reflected in me (lying in bed wide awake) (Feel it all, wash away) At night, I beg (know I really wanna walk away) (All the shame, wide awake) To forget (see it all reflect in me) (Feel it all, wash away) I begged, I prayed (know I really wanna walk away) (All the shame, wide awake) Release me from this (lying in bed wide awake) (Feel it all, wash away) I begged, I prayed (know I really wanna walk away) (All the shame, wide awake) Release me from this (see it all reflect in me) (Feel it all, wash away)