I don't like to be alone But I'll never ask someone to hold me I would like to know myself I wish I could be whatever I need I will stand on holy ground Waiting for a sign somebody's watching You go down and I get up I'm a nervous wreck and you're still talking If I break to ask you how you're doing Will you tell me that you're lonely You might say my God you're good a ruining things As if you didn't know me All the things I never tried All the times I made up lies at parties I give up so easily If that takes a hold of me I'm sorry I am sorry Oh but I don't want to tell you That all you are is chasing your own tail In a few weeks Fall to my knees Yet I'll try again Even if I fail If I fail If I fail Oh and I don't want tell you That it's been ages since I wasn't inside Comes in waves knowing baby I let you down in ways I can never describe In ways that I can never describe