Go, may you kill what you eat Brought in the fish for the family The cost of living with yourself is enough It's not a reality now How do you sleep in your clothes? Dirt on the lawn where you held me A rotten apple hasn't always been there I want my body back And do you always kiss the ground When somebody let's you down? Fighting like an insect And nobody wants you now Shout at the ice when you need to Breathe through your hands to keep warm I broke a knuckle but it's not the same at all At least I broke the fall If you go down swinging, I won't Sick in the ground and blood on your nose If I can handle breathing in smoke With the sound of a bottle being thrown If you want it now just take it then Said you have to be kidding You were laughing then The eyes are home, the cat got out Something else is listening, won't let anyone out I'm speeding in, the air is cold I'm breaking fingers, swear I never felt so old If I say it's not really all that much I am carving out the heart of the fish I caught Oh, no way, could it be on the very place? I could've broken through the ice that day And I'll never know 'cause I ran away I left you there to take my place