This town had sunk its teeth Deep inside of me And now I struggle just to breath And this used to be my own safety The sidewalks they're torn up And the memories are grey I'd rather keep them all that way Cuz I can't relive All of those nights when I was afraid That I wouldn't ever be the same And I was shaking in a cold sweat Cursing all the pain I've had I can't go back to all this! (The pain I've had) I can't go back to all this now Look at me I'm a mess A mess of everything That I never wanted to be I can't repeat, I can't relive All of those nights when I was afraid That I wouldn't ever be the same And I was shaking in a cold sweat Cursing all the pain I've had I can't go back to all this (The pain I've had) I can't go back to all this, back to all this now Nights when I was afraid That I wouldn't ever be the same And I was shaking in a cold sweat Cursing all the pain I've had I can't go back to all this (The pain I've had) I can't go back to all this, back to all this now!