I tried to be the one that everybody loved Where has that gotten me? I tear myself to shreds to prove that I'm someone That I could never be Now these unsightly marks define me So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss I'm sick My father taught me first hand how to be set free Give up and runaway I wish I could drain out his half of blood in me But I'd still have his face I curse reflections everyday So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss Here is my own family tradition Following footsteps into addiction So is there a way that I can find peace While still numbing my pain Is this my fate? Cause your only son still cant seem to find his way So help me, please someone come quick I think I am losing it Forgive me, I inherited this From a stranger I'll never miss So father where the hell are you now? (Where the are you now?) I think that you would be proud Your son who so unluckily (unluckily) Fell right next to the tree I hope you're proud of me I hope you're proud