Nihil-ish sense, I might be done for Now scattered, tattered, dead, plenty empty dread So dumb, I can't see any point at all Now all prisoner-like, such a soundless sekai Just wanted to meet your expectation More and more observe the heart wither out Perpetual impatience And future pained by delusive hope Barricaded by a sole loneliness While trauma gets its way and conquers the brain The worst ever day-to-days It hurts Violence, violence Don't know anything, anything at all How much love is lost, love is lost Love me, love me Irony, irony Such a dizzy eerie everyday Mental endless, endless Won't you ever stop debating, no? Gotta live it lonely This is just who I am, lowkey Just wanted to act out the person You see me as, but in the end, I'm consumed Wrong method, self-approval Sorry, doesn't go as planned, I'm Flunked fluttered mind and Lost track of the story Don't wanna wait for something to happen Everyday spent crying how nothing's found Such a bitter yet so warm That day dissolving into a dream My strawberry shortcake that tastes like a sponge While love with pure intentions hurt but pretend I'm alright, just so tired But I just want you to Love me so dearly Love me so deeply Crumbled, parched up, this core of mine Could it be fill to the brim? 'Cause I don't want to disappear It's also pointless Violence, violence Don't know anything, anything at all How much love is lost, love is lost Love me, love me Irony, irony Such a dizzy eerie everyday Ah, negate some of the negatives to believe That each embodiment of love, a promised place of warmth for you is here It hurts