Oh mother, sure it makes you cry To see your only son like this … wherever you may be these days It has been a year now that i can find no sleep No matter what I try I fail So I can see precisely how my body fades away A skeleton to anyone, a symbol of decay (Chorus:) I live in hell There's no other words for this place I cannot tell What turned my life into this maze - I'm left alone On the whole A derelict is what I am A fallen soul A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind The ones who are against me, I fear them all around What have I done, what is their plan Is it just paranoia, I don't know what's going on A victim of conspiracy or haunted by a phantom? (Chorus:) I live in hell There's no other words for this place I cannot tell What turned my life into this maze - I'm left alone On the whole A derelict is what I am A fallen soul A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind