I can see it, am I clairvoyant Or just consumed by my paranoia? If I see that space I fill those blanks With thoughts that scream in the back of my brain A homemade hell I built myself Where I am always asking What, what more can I do To fix these future wounds? I keep running, running I just keep running, running Out of ways to keep me safe From self-inflicted pain And though I'd like to go I can't escape worst-case scenarios Eccentric secrets, they lie about me And I believe them, they're so convincing So, I tip-toe by my own landmines Ignore the signs that it's all in my mind It's self-defense at my expense I pretend I know the ending Repeatin' every step, definition of insane I'm tryna get a grip while I'm fallin' in the grave What, what more can I do To fix these future wounds? I keep running, running I just keep running, running Out of ways to keep me safe From self-inflicted pain And though I'd like to go I can't escape worst-case scenarios Someone save me now, just save me now This man behind the curtain won't let me out Just save me now, please save me now When the mental floodgates open I always find a way to drown I always find a way to drown What, what more can I do To fix these future wounds? I keep running, running I just keep running, running Out of ways to keep me safe From self-inflicted pain And though I'd like to go I can't escape worst-case scenarios So I abandon hope Worst-case scenarios will never let me go