No one can see what I've been through And if anyone does It will be too late I'm fighting to keep my own breathing Trying not to let the pain surround me And all these tears remind me All those years without you Time goes by as I lie here Drawing your face in my book of memories An almost death sensation The desire to find you consumes me I did had no progression Trying to forget what they said Another day regretting The day I let you go Another chance, I'm begging God, please bring me back my son I feel the darkest hole Growing inside my soul As I wait for a god to save me Winter never goes Cold has just awake next door And again I beg for the end to come Ground seems to disappear Heaven must decline and pull me Into your home With my arms wide open