(When I look up into the stars) (I still wonder where you are) Can't think about another bottle, yeah The pills getting hard to swallow Still numb, still numb I just pray that I get to see tomorrow Blowing cigarettes like gun smoke Anything to keep me off the edge, though One more push and I might jump in I already did, who am I kidding? I won't let you out of my mind Unless you do it first Why, why do I have to survive? While you're in the dirt When I look up into the stars I still wonder where you are Was it meant to be everything you put me through Maybe I never understood what I meant to you Oh You left me so cold Now I'm living in your footsteps Tripping in your footsteps Living in your footsteps, alone I'm haunted by the ghost of you When I lost you I was so confused All the same words being overused The same reason I can't let go of you (can't let go) So how could you leave me When I needed you the most Free my soul Let me go Told you that I needed you Why wasn't that enough (enough) When I look up into the stars I still wonder where you are Was it meant to be everything you put me through Maybe I never understood what I meant to you Oh You left me so cold Now I'm living in your footsteps Tripping in your footsteps Living in your footsteps, alone