I know, you wanna be far away from me Spirits in the breeze, weakened at my knees Staring at the moon, I know I'll be there soon But not forever It's not whatever Stay sad for never No matter the weather I know, we'll be together Walking down the street staring at my feet Wonder what lies beyond the winter trees I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired I know, I'm a letdown, I know, I'm a liar I hope I find her This is a reminder That I'm the one to blame Always the spark that ignites the flame Its not whatever Stay sad for never No matter the weather But not forever I don't care at all, that's my biggest fault Ignoring every text, ignoring every call All I do is run, all I do is hide Frightened by the world, so I stay inside At night forever I'll sleep for never Awake together But not forever I just wanna go, I'm far away from home Up at 3 AM just staring at my phone I'm a waste of space standing in the rain And feeling nothing I'll stand for something Always be nothing I'll just sit in silence Tears fall from my eyelids Twinkle twinkle in the sky I just wanna fucking die Slit my wrist and end this pain Put a bullet in my brain Twinkle twinkle little star I hope I get hit by a car