Glistening crystals in my eyes, they twinkle when you smile It makes the scars worthwhile How could one night turn to years of the same thing Need to find time to reside in my safe place Open my eyes and I fly'd at my own pace How could one night feel so long, I'ma waste it How could one night turn to years of the same thing Holding me back in the past at my safe place The memories fade into grey on the bookcase I'm wondering how I could lie with a straight face How could one night turn to years of the same thing Holding me back in the past at my safe place The memories fade into grey on the bookcase I'm wondering how I could lie with a straight face Miles away from the place that I call my home The ocean drowns me, leaves me breathless I'll make sure you won't forget this When you say my name hope you cry in pain Leave my scars at bay in a place that's safe I'm a tortured soul in a tortured mind Stay inside while the days go by Hiding in my blanket, I just can't face it Crash in my room, every feeling, I chase it Rose through my heart, signed with blood, it's a shame and I'm feeling faceless, alone in my basement Hiding in my blanket, I just can't face it Crash in my room, every feeling, I chase it Rose through my heart, signed with blood, it's a shame and I'm feeling faceless, alone in my basement How could one night turn to years of the same thing Holding me back in the past at my safe place The memories fade into grey on the bookcase I'm wondering how I could lie with a straight face How could one night turn to years of the same thing Holding me back in the past at my safe place The memories fade into grey on the bookcase I'm wondering how I could lie with a straight face I can't even say I'll never love the same I'll go insane, fight inside my brain You a bitch, I'm a man, learn your place Getting cake, I'ma race Whoa, tidy up on my flows Take a gaze in my eyes, look inside of my soul What a world, you look fine, right inside of my home It's a different time, a whole different tone