I wore the dress that you liked almost everyday Boxed up all my baby dolls and gave them away I wrote your name on the wall next to my bed Any day that I saw you at all was circled in red What they said was a man drifted over the line Drove you away and a little girl out of her mind And the rain fell down and washed off your face Washed you away, left carnations and stone in your place My first cigarette and my first pill My first cup of coffee and my first chill Now you'll never know my first kiss Somebody else will Cause you were the first one I saw Holding that still