Sometimes we fight Sometimes I cry Why don't I just tell him goodbye Sometimes I should but Sometimes I don't Build up the strength to say that it's wrong Sometimes I hate sometimes I love Sometimes I hurt sometimes I don't Sometimes I wait for him to change But it's okay I just got to pay (yeah) And I don't ever wanna leave em' alone They say I'm brain washed but im in love with this man (yeah) Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way But if it's from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare) Sometimes I keep it cool Sometimes I let 'em knowsometimes I even pack my bags to walk out the door Sometimes I feel safe Sometimes I really don't Sometimes I promise that I'm ready to let 'em gooobut I don't ever wanna leave 'em alone They say I'm brain washed but I'm in love with this man (ooooh) Keep tellin' myself that its not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurtingt His is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream No way , no way , no way ,no way , no way , no way , no way But if its from you I don't mind hurting This is my perfect nightmare (perfect nightmare) Hopin' hes changing but I'm scared hes not can't see a way to leave him he open'd my eyes and I.. Keep tellin' myself that its not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurtingt His is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream Keep tellin' myself that it's not worth it I already know I don't deserve it But if it's from you I don't mind hurtingt His is my perfect nightmare So when will I wake up and scream