You're like a part of me didn't know I had this much heart in me to feel this Now I have to leave it Keep thinking this is not actually happening That it'll just be like before When we'd both apologize and make up It would never break us How can this be over? Just wanna lay right here on your shoulder Like we've done so many times before I couldn't want you anymore You were my safe place And now I've never felt so unsafe Don't think I'll ever go back to being The same me before I met you So just kiss me slowly All I want's for you to hold me one last time Tell me everything's alright It seems like all of the same things So now my favorite cafe is a place that I just can't go But you'll probably never know So now I'm going places I don't like Trying new things I don't wanna try To escape the thoughts of you and I Sometimes I wish I could just be numb inside So it wouldn't hurt each time I wake up not by your side I miss all the things that no one sees All our jokes and made up words we had together I won't say them ever again So now I'm just stuck tryna pretend like I'm fine when people ask me But I'm missing a part of me for life Wish I could take back every stupid fight So just kiss me slowly All I want's for you to hold me one last time Tell me everything's alright It seems like all of the same things So now my favorite cafe is a place that I just can't go But you'll probably never know So now I'm going places I don't like Trying new things I don't wanna try To escape the thoughts of you and I Sometimes I wish I could just be numb inside So it wouldn't hurt each time I wake up not by your side