Wounds from a past Running against everything Desperate and afraid In deep collapse Just a past nothing but Destroying inside here dead Just a deep Breakdown deceived by our lies She is always there happy Laughing at my dismembered face Sitting in front of the court Being tried and condemned Being a clown in my own circus Being spat on by everyone Being what I feared In your eyes bleeding with fear Just a past nothing but Destroying inside here dead Just a deep Breakdown deceived by our lies She is always there happy Laughing at my dismembered face Sitting in front of the court Being tried and condemned Being a clown in my own circus Being spat on by everyone Being what I feared In your eyes bleeding with fear Just a past nothing but Destroying inside here dead Just a deep Breakdown deceived by our lies