4AM Wishing I was dead Something I do when I do when I forget How I got here, why and when did I want this? Lost alone, line of symmetry That kept me safe and in between Dull and full emergency Now I'm tearing at the seams Now I'm tearing at the seams Now I'm tearing at the The balance has been feeling off And I just want a place to stop So call the doctor, call the cops I was alright but now I'm not I dreamed that I could talk to God And I could still believe in love Now what's the point of waking up? It's time to go Enough's enough What if I wasn't anything But vibrations through a string? Just a melody you'd sing to yourself When you're alone Trying to fill the space Cherry coke and perfect change Before we ever made mistakes And what we get is what we trade away (trade away) The balance has been feeling off And I just want a place to stop So call the doctor, call the cops I was alright but now I'm not I dreamed that I could talk to God And I could still believe in love Now what's the point of waking up? It's time to go Enough's enough The balance has been feeling off And I just want a place to stop So call the doctor, call the cops I was alright but now I'm not I dreamed that I could talk to God And I could still believe in love Now what's the point of waking up? It's time to go Enough's enough It's time to go Enough's enough It's time to go Enough's enough It's time to go Enough's enough It's time to go Enough's enough