This is my atonement For the things that I have made All the people, places, demons Entities that I gave Away little bits and pieces Of my very own soul But I learned a few lessons And I paid a few tolls Every martyr needs a sacrament It's time I made mine But I'm not a fucking martyr Just a little numb inside I tried to be a savior Tried to be a damn king Died trying to rule the world Everyone and everything But the biggest thing I wish I knew then I know now Is that you don't get to ascend Before you learn how to bow And now I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry