I haven't been out of bed in two days That's a lie I made it to the couch And I guess that counts for something But I feel like nothing Everything is nothing anyway Cause you bury trauma Up until it buries you All that buried trauma That I didn't think was true And I know And I know And I know I'm seeing visions of The holy ghost I'm hearing things that I don't wanna hear Why am I hiding Why am I hiding Why am I hiding from the world I don't wanna hide anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore How many times do I have to almost die Until I get it right Until I see the light And reconnect to my gratitude Why don't I have any gratitude 'Cause you bury trauma Up until it buries you All that buried trauma That I didn't think was true And I know And I know And I know I'm seeing visions of The holy ghost I'm hearing things that I don't wanna hear Why am I hiding Why am I hiding Why am I hiding from the world I don't wanna hide anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore Anymore