Clinging to my life, my bad luck always knows when I'm doing alright It haunts me at all times Especially when I'm in this place and every days a fight A fight between me and myself I've always wondered what it'd be like if I had an out I'd burn this whole place to the ground Light it up, bring it down and level it out If I could live with what still lies These ashes are my only vice I was thinking about how many times I've been let down with all of your lies Strike first, that's all I know The only true way to prevent from going under These cycles, they show the meaning behind the walls that I have built Inside where no one else can hear I've alway wonders what it'd be like if the static cleared And when these walls come crashing down I guess we'll see Who's ears those crashes fall upon and who comes after me