I could feel my heart beating right down to my toes I wanted to believe till it got a little old The spiders in my tummy told me no, no, no I hit the ground running, baby, now I'm gone, gone, gone Maybe I'm not that strong Ever since my twenty-fifth birthday last year I've been a little lost, a little knocked out of gear Racing through my dreams when I never learned to steer I guessed that Sunday I'd know what to do But my mama told me that's not true Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from I fought so hard to win But, baby, not like this, oh my God I've lost my sense of self And my security, oh-la-la I keep on, keep on, keep on telling these lies But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night A quarter for assurance isn't too bad a price Cutting off my ambulance to veer to the right I wanted you to hear me, so I cried all night I just wanted someone to tell me that I'd be okay No one's ever talked to me that way Now I feel like I'm losing to all the choices to choose from I fought so hard to win But, baby, not like this, oh my God I've lost my sense of self My security, oh-la-la I keep on, keep on, keep on telling these lies But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night I keep on, keep on, keep on telling these lies But all that fibbing does is keep me up all night