Father? mother? where am I? I'm awake, dirty and inside of a funny shirt I can't have a clear think there are handcuffs in my brain chemical prision physical prision father? mother? look what you did to me? why am I so dirty? I feel my body falling down my eyes are blind I see people beat their heads in the walls must I do the same? chemical prision physical prision How can I trap what I can not see?