The pain I got inside got me feeling so numb, woah, yeah The drugs that I been on got my heartbeat like a drum, woah, yeah The Demons that I fight, they been coming for my soul, woah, yeah I've been tryna run, but I'm moving too slow, oh, yeah I shut everyone out 'cause I wanna be alone, oh, yeah I've been in my room, I've been counting down the time Counting down the hours till I finally take my life I don't wanna feel this pain anymore, oh, yeah I've been feeling worthless, baby, I've been out my mind Ask me how I'm doing, but I tell you I've been fine Truth is, I don't wanna be alive anymore, oh, yeah Speeding down the freeway, I been driving way too fast Swervin' 'round the corner and I'm hoping that I crash Baby, I don't want you to be sad when I'm gone, no, yeah This is just a letter to my family and my fans I guess I ain't happy with the person that I am Can't talk about it lately, so, I put it in a song, oh, yeah Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Speeding down the freeway, I been driving way too fast Swervin' 'round the corner and I'm hoping that I crash Baby, I don't want you to be sad when I'm gone, no, yeah This is just a letter to my family and my fans I guess I ain't happy with the person that I am Can't talk about it lately, so, I put it in a song, oh, yeah Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh