You've never worn these shoes Don't mean my new balance in blue Raised on pure dysfunction But sleep I'll never lose Guess you'll never notice Cause I always keep it neat Got old wounds and fresh ones But you won't see me bleed Bitching bout problems Like there stuck on your lips Your so dramatic I could tell you bout me But you won't understand Get no caller ids Its the police again No pills to be out But there no kids around Death knocked down my door Walked in unannounced A line meant two things Since I was like 5 Starved cause his words But at least I'm alive It is what it is You call it traumatic But It is what it is It's just family matters There's times I can't keep focused Cause there all fucking raging A spliff stops my explosion Bad habits I'm not facing At school weed was my perfume Then my brothers drugs got harder It became substance abuse So he's a stupid bastard Bitching bout problems Like there stuck on your lips Your so dramatic I could tell you bout me But you won't understand Get no caller ids Its the police again No pills to be out But there no kids around Death knocked down my door Walked in unannounced A line meant two things Since I was like 5 Starved cause his words But at least I'm alive It is what it is You call it traumatic But It is what it is It's just family matters I don't eat, I feed That's who I am You take the piss Baby I burn My fires hot Yeah I'm fucked up But you haven't my family So your in luck You haven't met my family Lucky you haven't met my family 'Cause I'm fucked up