I've been on the losing end of it all But somehow, I'm still smiling through the storm Hope my driver knows the way to my home 'Cause I haven't been sober since the dawn Am I letting myself go a little too crazy for my own damn good? But you know what I felt Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark, all helpless And it fills up time I can't grasp what is real And it fills up time When I'm going through my phone, I don't know Can't explain, I feel empty inside And my brain feels like it's melting away When I'm in a state, there's a rush when I fade I miss getting high, now there's too much on my plate I just wanna lay down now I've been on the losing end of it all But somehow, I'm still smiling through the storm Hope my driver knows the way to my home 'Cause I haven't been sober since the dawn Am I letting myself go a little too crazy for my own damn good? But you know what I felt Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark, all helpless Am I letting myself go a little too crazy for my own damn good? But you know what I felt Tired of all the slow dancing in the dark, all helpless So what if I let go of everything? So what if I let go of everything?