I cannot breathe My anxiety has tightened my throat I feel my stomach twist inside of me All I hear is the blood rushing through my veins A veiled shadow is all I see Dread turns to bliss Bliss turns to rage I see no escape Like I'm trapped in a cage No answers within They never have been Fed up with life Where my emotions were king My mind keeps running in circles for days I can't find a way out of there Damned be my life Damned be my crown Damned be it all If I can't find my calm How much longer do I have to endure The horrors of this spiritual torture? Then I saw in a brief moment of clarity A faint light piercing the darkness It soon faded away But now I knew there might be a way out Out of the nightmare My life had become The downward spiral Since the day I was born My wretched nature from which I couldn't escape The eternal horror That was to be my fate And once again the darkness Surrounds me as I am left to my own misery And I hear a cold laughter As I fall to my knees As I colapse I finally see The answer was always in front of me Now that I have come undone I will rise as reborn And face the storms again Nothing has changed My emotions flare up as before Was it all for naught? The haunted I was is not who I am You were once me, but not anymore Be silente and still And heed my command From this day forth This insurgence must end The raging storm Cannot hide the way I must go I found the way out of here