What if is a waste of precious time And space It dims the lights of this vibrant place What if every cell in my body changed? I am the sail, the plank The mast that breaks And gets replaced I am remade, repaired Reshaped But somehow still the same Even after every cell In my body changed I know my name Wave after wave I'm more afraid It’s been a hard year It’s been a high tide I can make it make sense But my body decides I keep telling myself Again and again It’s been a hard year Healing takes time Routine test results I'm probably fine I know better I know better But it doesn’t really matter My body decides One part at a time I am the sail, the plank The mast that breaks And gets replaced I am remade, repaired Reshaped But somehow still the same Even after every cell in my body changed I know my name I know my name I know my name I know