Oh-oh Am I alive? Oh Oh Ooh-oh I've been to Heaven, Hell, and she wanted it She wanna ham my neck till I'm on it Switching positions, I feel like I'm in nighttime I don't feel the Sun no more, I don't like sunshine Quicker my heart declines more that I find myself Shut my windows and blinds more that I hate myself I dislike everything but dislike you the most My life's full of sin 'cause I don't know where to go Stood outside, I'm seeing flies I'm outside, you know my time Wait for this, I'm on a climb Fuck with my psyche, it's pain until I die Gaining more likes, am I doing something right? It's gone up in spikes, have I gone up in my life? Maybe you should listen to me once in a while Surely you would be different if you weren't in denial Every thought she's ever had starts to fucking pile Oh, I wish I never had, she's fucking vile Depression getting really bad, you can crack a smile You can barely leave your bed, stop acting like a child How did you get rid of your sweat? Did you run it off? Do something with your life and make it worthwhile She's so psychotic, I knew when I saw Speaking so toxic, you're just like your mom Everything I do, she gets really pissed So why does it feel like it's always my fault? God, you're chaotic, quit starting a fight I ain't one to argue, it's a waste of time She purposely trying to spark up a flame And now all of this is getting out of line Oh, baby, you're so cold You're making this easy, give more Oh, baby, we're off course She said she want more, she said she want more Innocence don't exist She'll find ways to get your head She's offended again Exaggerate things I say Oh, my dear, you're in fear Block it out with a few beers Everyone she's ever cursed is in a pile Everyone she's ever hurt calls her vile And everyone she's done the worst gets away Am I the only one who's learned from her pain? (Now the whole place burnt down) And I can see it in her eyes, she's happy I hope you know you look like a clown 'Cause only you would act a little trashy (Sleepy) (Good morning)