I hear every word you say slipping through my veins Scratch all those names on my skin I painted myself in in the dreams Hear the silence of your screams I'm not in your theater scene I hurt myself looking at those jeans I tried to fight I had no life in my mind They threw poison in my eyes I wish I didnt died Squeezing me with your hands, I don't want to feel a pane like this again I broke myself in the mirror Skipped dinner, feeling like the winner! Goddamn fever I can't take the guilt anymore I look 10 times behind the door I lie on the floor every night Maybe I'm not feeling right