Oh Search through your old letters, you might find mine Search through your heart, you might find my feelings Search people's faces, you might find my lightness You dwell in the depths of my heart, and you will find no other home but mine, my love But since you left, I've remained true to my promise I see you in every face I see you on every B I draw your face on my pillow I see you in my dreams My love, you are in my very being Will you return my love? I am lost, I am lost, lost I am lost, I am lost Lost, my love I wish the storm had not come and erased our love I wish I had never met you Let me wait for your absence until the end of my days And when you remember me, you won't find me You'll find my shattered pieces My friends whisper in love at your betrayal of me Is it my faith to have a weeping heart and suffer? Why did you love me in the cold night? I sit behind a window, light candles and reminisce I remember the day I held you in my arms to protect you from the winter's chill I learned to write poetry and craft words for your sake But you betrayed me Have you fallen in love with someone else? Time you discover that I am not your beloved I am lost, I am lost Lost I am lost, I am lost My love, I search for you everywhere I asked a fortune teller about you I dived into the depths of the seas and asked about you Even among the coral and the rubies, even the sands of the beach I walk the streets like a magma and endured the pain and the delirium and they all answered Don't look for her, for your beloved will not return Don't try for your beloved is no longer the same Don't try to search or send a message for she will not remember you Is this the end of love or is it my destiny to live miserably and suffer? Why did you love me? Why did you promise me? I will never forgive you I will walk the streets and scream I am wrong, I am wrong, I am wrong And you are the one who wronged me I have become a broken man Now I look in the mirror and I don't see myself I only see the wreckage of a human being And I ask the mirror Tell me my story, is this my end? I don't know myself I am lost, I am lost Lost I am lost, I am lost I'm not happy All my feelings and emotions are full of wounds Even my beloved hurt me and love is gone I'm upset with the world and I don't know how to go on Is this a story of sadness with no joys in it? I will live alone and until my end I will live alone Oh Oh