I wake up slow and fill my cup Just caffeine holding me up I check my phone, then stare at the wall Don't really think, don't feel at all I keep moving, there's nothing new Just killing time until I'm through I go through my days, nod and smile But haven't felt a thing in a while What happened to me? They carve me out piece by piece So I held it down, let no one know I gave them all they'd want from me And disappeared gradually I scroll through photos from long ago But I don't recognize the one I know Gave and gave until I'm broke Now I drift like disappearing smoke What happened to me? They carve me piece by piece I continue disappearing quietly I talk like someone else entirely What's left isn't really me I've thought about leaving this behind I want myself back, but at what cost? What if I'm better off being lost? What happened to me? Each day I lose a little more I'm here, but not like before Someone who doesn't speak my mind I left myself so far behind